cowbellz's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- - update: still not smoking. has been 5 days. after the third it's out of your system and just all in your head. i'm strong. i can do this. have been very good. not hiding out. still hanging out with friends who smoke. still drinking wine at home. but NOT smoking. not saying i don't have the urge. just saying i haven't given in. day three was tough. i'm not going to lie. i woke up in a bad mood. moved directly to the couch. snapped at michael for no reason at all. then took a four hour nap before getting up and getting ready for work. work was tough. i wanted to growl at strangers. but i resisted. i am strong. (have to keep telling myself that.) 12:30 am - 08 september 2005 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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